June 11, 2018

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June 15, 2018

Narcissists haven’t the capacity to love. They only know what it is like to need approval. Therefore, any illusion of love you feel from them will be immediately dispelled moments after approval comes to them from someone else.

She will even dispose of an entire social group of friends, ignore them and pretend you never even met simply upon encountering a newer group that better serves her validation needs. To a narcissist you are no more than a step on a ladder to be stepped on and forgotten.


June 11, 2018

If everything means something different to someone else, then the thing itself inherently has no true meaning other than that which is assigned to it. Without meaning, however, we would not know how to behave relative to our surroundings. In that sense, life is very meaningable and all actions follow accordingly to the form it takes in our mind.  Therefore if you would like to change your behaviors, first change the meaning you assign to your life and those around you and the behaviors will follow out of their own accord with very little effort on your part.


June 11, 2018

In order to identify what something means to someone else (or even you) all you need to look at are their behaviors. For instance, if a woman claims to love a man, but consequently has shunned all the relationships with her friends and family she knew before him, then it is likely all he is to her is an escape raft.  She may treat him like a prince in shining armor, but only as long as he keeps her away from the dragon that is her past.


June 9, 2018

Feelings are less a tool of cognition and more a tool of survival. They may very well be truthful reactions to circumstance but bear little value or meaning for achieving long-term solutions.


June 5, 2018

If you build your identity around feeling marginalized by society, you will never be happy, especially when you are no longer marginalized.


June 4, 2018

Question: If great things can result from bad decisions, what was really bad about them?

Answer: Great things may still come as a consequence of bad decisions only because of the momentum of good decisions that preceded them. Therefore take little pride in the outcome of your actions and more pride in your adherence to good principles; these form the foundation of all future positive outcomes, even those that aren’t directly your own. And should you be such a one preceded by an ancestry replete with good decisions, be leary of your selfishness for it will wish to capitalize on this and prance around according to its own whims and fancy with little consequence or adversity to itself. The only good that might ever come from such a transaction is change.


May 24, 2018

Borderline disorder refers to those showing signs of being on the edge of psychosis. As such they will at times behave perfectly normal, but at others exhibit completely abhorrent, self destructive and perversely paranoid behaviors. Every patient is different. For instance, some may fall into psychotic episodes once a year, while others may do so once a week. The triggers may vary but a common thread seems to be childhood trauma that has also become a core part of the patient’s identity. It is important to note, that the psychotic episodes are reserved only for someone in their inner circle and nobody else. Therefore, if someone, such as a mail person, were to knock on the door amidst a psychotic episode, the patient would be able to immediately regain their composure so as to give no indication to the outside world that there is anything wrong with them. For this reason, therapy is of no use to someone suffering from this condition.

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May 15, 2018

If a star were to become extinguished, beneath the flames would be exposed the same patterns seen on the human brain. It would become even more evidently clear then that the sun is the wellspring of consciousness and that life itself is mere imitation of its maker; An aspiration on the part of all living things to become sun-like, themselves each a wellspring of energy and a draw to the attention of others.

It is consciousness, in fact, that is the fundamental aspiration of life. Awareness, awakeness, appearance, acquiescence, acknowledgement, aliveness, aloftness, alertness, attentiveness, and all aspects of alma.

This is why the greatest sin is to dull and numb the senses and the greatest virtue is to seek a state of wakefulness and attentiveness. all other sins and virtues fall within these two extremes; truth on one extreme and falsehood on the other.

A virtuous person, therefore will always be in a state of giving, whereas a sinful person will always be in a state of taking. Do not assume then that by becoming a giver you will consequently become virtuous, but rather that by becoming virtuous, you will inevitably become a giver without even noticing the act itself.

All those able to give without loss, will live eternally.

~ From The Fractal Order by HC Mehdi


May 12, 2018

Our personhood is like a flock of sheep under the guide of a single shepherd. In this analogy, each sheep is an attribute of our person. There is the sheep that is responsible for processing shame through which ones own behavior is moderated. The one that processes justice and entitlement, through which other people’s behavior is kept in check. There is the one that fashions itself as a wizard and processes beliefs, superstitions and threads coincidences into strings of meaning. Hundreds of other sheep such as these make up our personality. A split personality, therfore, is merely a one who’s shepherd is overrun by the sheep, perhaps even bullied by them. Each taking their own turn to fashion themselves as the shepherd and leader of the flock. To solve this problem, the shepherd must be graced with an assistant and helper from the external world. This person must be her advocate and build fences around the sheep in order to contain them until control is given back to the shepherd. ~ From The Fractal Order By HC Mehdi –