We’re all sketches in God’s sketchbook and every once in a millennium he’ll find one to polish and refine and add some of his colors to; these are his prophets.
Learn to understand yourself in order to control yourself. Expanding your vocabulary such to enable you to put your emotions into words can help you achieve this goal.
Learning through your mistakes can be painful, but that’s fine. The more it hurts the more likely you are to do it right the next time.